A Year In The Past

Tonight the Mullen Mustangs defeated yet another team for their homecoming game...........
Tonight the student body of J.K Mullen High School decked out with hopes of a victory.........
Tonight the football was placed inside the goal line 45 times.........
Tonight the Varsity team held their heads high and walked with pride.....
Tonight another football field's lights were turned on, people filled the stands, and the sound of their roars echoed the stadium.......
Tonight was the night i cheered for my state champions.......
Tonight was the night my friends and I partied because happiness was the only feeling we experienced.......
Tonight was when i fell asleep with dreams of what homecoming was going to be like tomorrow.....
Tonight was my life a year ago.....

So for all those Mullen kids out there, CONGRATULATIONS, I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING HOMECOMING!!!! ENJOY EVERY SECOND BECAUSE SOONER OR LATER TONIGHT WILL ONLY BE A 'LAST YEAR MEMORY' LIKE IT IS FOR ME NOW.....
GO MULLEN MUSTANGS!!!!!!!!!!!!

CONTEMPT

A day filled with confusion, rushing, and sadness......then i see you
My heart recovery slowly........then i see you
Eyes worth a million words but not noticed.....then i see you
Wanting to yell and run towards the future........then i see you

I see you.......peace comes to mind
I see you.......heart stops beating
I see you.......everything is clear
I see you......no pain exists
I see you.......i come to life, no words needed
I see you........I would lay with you and just forget the world, i'ld waste time chasing cars around our heads, because i need your grace to remind me to find my own. (Chasing Cars:Snow Patrol)

I see you.......I am Contempt<3

My Hat's Off To You

My family has always been patriotic and proud of the men and women who have served and currently serve our Country. However it wasn't until now that I gained MUCH respect for the families and wives of the men and women that are away fighting for people's freedom, like mine. Three weeks ago I met a guy who has impacted my life for the best. We talked for awhile, and come to find out he's leaving for the army in January. My heart dropped when I heard this, I didn't know whether I was sad or proud. After many conversations about why he wanted to become apart of the Army and what we were going to do when he did, I was extremely proud to know a guy that was willing to leave everything behind to serve his country. I have great respect for you wives and families that have family members currently serving our great nation. Nobody knows how difficult it is to love someone and not be able to see them for a long length of time because they are away at war. I don't even know how to experience that emotion yet....So then why am I writing this? You may ask.
I believe that in today's society we have decreased the amount of respect we pay to all of our fellow citizens who have served and currently serve our nation. Whether it be the Marines, Coast Guard, Army, Navy, Air force, etc. I thank you!! Words can't describe how grateful and proud of you guys I am. It not only takes talent and strength, but lots of determination and mind power to give up a part of your life to fight for your Country. MY HAT'S OFF TO YOU!! As for wives of soldiers, mothers of sons, and family members to defenders of our Country I thank you for everything you do and for supporting your loved one's as they make an impact on average people's lives, like mine. :)

!!SummerTime!!

Finally Summer is here!! Kids are out of school and it's time to make memories and go on vacations. Whats your favorite memory about Summer so far? Some people have a certain vacation spot they travel to and others have customs they enjoy participating in. For example me and my friends always start our first "official'' day of summer by going to my lake and jumping in from the dock. After, we gather on the shore line for a BBQ and camp out. What do you do during your summer? Post here :)

What Are They Talking About??

Poetry....love letters.....rymes.....riddles.....raps. What are writers really writing about when they write raps or poetry? As a singer myself I know that our lyrics or sentences come from the heart and personal experiences. Today I have had the song 'Airplanes' stuck inside my head, so I finally purchased the song off of Itunes, however I keep wondering what Eminem & Hayley are talking about when they sing this song together. Love? Pain? Chasing your dreams? Disappointment? I have no idea. All i know is that for some reason this song is really sticking in my head and relates to me in one way or another. But how?!

More Snow?!?

Oh my! I thought it was starting to become Spring, and wow I was proven wrong. I don't know about other cities but in Littleton, we got tons of snow! The only good thing is that the kids got a snow day! :).....But when will it be warm for more than three days??!?!

I'm Back

Hey Guys!!! Sorry I haven't been posting a whole lot (even though I've come to realize that nobody even reads my posts) but that doesn't matter. I'm gonna keep blogging no matter who reads my posts. Life is getting ready to change!! I am following my acting/singing career and I'm currently working with two companies :) Therefore I can not wait until I decide which company to sign with, and start doing commercials. I leave for L.A and Vegas in two months, and I'm sooooooo excited!! Have you guys ever had a dream that your so close to achieving, but still so far away?